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Please remember to have a backup doctor should this happen to you. I have filed several complaints with the Texas Medical Review Board. Belbuca is so expensive my pharmacy would not fill for just two weeks, they couldn’t have two weeks’ worth of an expensive drug setting on their shelves. I’ve since found out that Texas State Law required doctors who managed patients with chronic health conditions to offer Telehealth appointments thru September 1, 2020. I can’t find and get into seeing another Pain Management doctor within two weeks. He only wrote two weeks’ worth of medication and offered no referral. The front desk kept insisting I had to come in, that he would not make any exceptions. I was scared to go to the office because of Covid and he didn’t offer Telehealth. I am reblogging this post because I’m having to go thru withdrawal from Percocet & Belbuca since my Pain Management doctor fired me. Please keep all of your medication is one place and make sure you’re taking the prescribed dosage.
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Not only was my mental illness not under control but my physical health was badly damaged. I wrote most of this during or right after my withdrawal, you can see how my mind was not in control. Now all medications stay in the bottle or main pill cases. It worked the opposite and I would stay awake 2-3 days at a time which made my pain even worse. The Lyme Protocol calls for 4-5 addictive medications but they rarely put me to sleep.
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I take two Xanax and I’m asleep a good 4-6 hours without pain. I am in pain 24/7 and resist taking pain medication by trying to cover the pain with Xanax.
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I take several addictive medications for my mental illness and 4-5 addictive medications for Lyme treatment. The trouble is not keeping up with how many total pills you’ve taken. I kept some pills in my purse, pills in my office, and the remaining pills went into master pill caddy. Xanax is a standard drug and withdrawal doesn’t cross my mind. Having to transition back one medication a day at a timeĭelayed Lyme protocol by a week, reschedule the trip to DC by a month Locked all computers down, trying to keep me from writing.Īnger, pain, begging God to stop kicking me in the stomach, wailing, screaming, throwing up, four days without food. I was flooded with people wanting to follow me after seeing tweets from Gwen. Tweeting Gwen Stefani, Blake Shelton, and Pharrell, talked to Gwen and Blake several times, Pharrell retweeted twice. Here are some of the delusions I experienced.ĭiscovered potential link for Postpartum Depression My deep secrets/scars laughed and taunted me. The emotional and physical breakdown took me to hell. For me withdrawal starts on the second day, my fourth day I look like a street addict who would sell my soul for a pill. The downside side is addiction happens quickly after starting. Working quickly is an advantage with little to no side effects, EXCEPT ADDICTION. I’ve taken Xanax for 15 years, it works miracles in keeping me grounded. Xanax is an anchor drug in my medication combo for treating Anxiety/Bipolar Disorder.